Fears

 FEARS

Careful ‘cause this could go on forever

FEARS

The right time might turn to never

FEARS

These drowned desires burning me

Into eternity

Are you feeling it too?

FEARS

My heart is aching

From this endless waiting

Every second feels like a year

When I’m not living my reason for being here

FEARS

I’ve got a present to share

But, my past won’t let me dare

What if I lose?

OUT

What if I’m left?

BEHIND

What if I choose?

WRONG

What if they don’t see me for who I really am?

THIS IS WHO I AM

So afraid to lose

I never start winning

I got to find a way to stop this spinning

I’m throwing up blockades

Every step of the way

What if I’m not

ACCEPTED

What am I scared of

REJECTION

Or am I afraid of my own

POWER

What if it sets me apart

FROM OTHERS

I don’t want to be left alone

FEARS

I don’t want to be known

FEARS

Or remain unknown

FEARS

What if I’m too different?

What I’m the same?

Silent with shame

FEARS

And, there’s so much I want to say

But these questions get in my way

I’ve got this present to share

But my past won’t let me dare

Black rain falling in my brain

I’m washed out; I’m filled with doubt

Old pain destroying my mind

I should be having a nice time

Life is a gift if we just open it

Can’t take back truth once we’ve spoken it

My

FEARS

WON’T GO AWAY

SO I’M EMBRACING THEM TODAY

I love you fear

I love you dearly

For all the times

You have tried

To protect me

FEARS

I feel you

I hear you loud & clear, too

But I’m gonna take a risk…anyway

FEARS

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